Heh... I've been practicing.

[ he says, while taking a moment to get himself under control. no crying. he doesn't cry, but it's a close call. and then, after a second, he realizes what he just said and shakes his head. way to ruin the moment, idiot! ]

In my head, I mean. I, uh... wow, that doesn't sound any better. Never mind, glad you liked it.